In a room of my life,
On the bed of my death,
I see tears in my eyes,
I see the pain I never knew I had;
On the walls I see words
Fallen into tight grips of silence,
Words filled with weeps and hurt
Caused by my life’s malignance;
I see bleeding wounds on my soul
And deep cracks on my heart,
So empty and cold
My spirit is broken apart;
Look at this fraying smile,
It hides lies, frowns and many tears;
Touch this broken mirror for a while,
It has tortured me for years.
The floor is stained by anger and pain,
Making me feel much less alive,
Filling me with gloom and hate
Is this sight of my demise.